The asshole on my right.

I have had this thing with a guy I have known since freshmen year of high school it is now summer of my senior year and we have finally made somthing of our many years of flirting and funny talks and just random meaningless encounters. This summer I thought it was all going to change for us (well I hoped) So I jumped at the chance to spend time with him before I leave for my last year at camp, we stayed up all night talking an watcing movies (which he let me pick) So finally at 5 in the morning he turns to me and asked if I want to go any farther. Confussed I said yes. The next thing I know we arent friends anymore but now we are much closer in a phsycial sence. Time passes he falls asleep and I lay there thinking what the hell just happened(totally willingly by the way) but instead of waking him up to talk I just lay there as if im dead. Laying there as if i had just been used and left for someone else. Day breaks and I am still just thinking about the years before when everything was basicly spelled out for me and wished we could go back to then, when he wakes up looks at me and smiles, gets up and leaves. Not even trying to be nice he just gets up an leaves infront of me. I still cant look at him or talk to him the same way. two days ago we were so close,now we dont even say hi. Summer romances begin for all kinds of reasons, but when all is said and done, they have one thing in common. They're shooting stars, a spectacular moment of light in the heavens, fleeting glimpse of eternity, and in a flash they're gone.